Mexican Cherry

Saturday mornings can be two ways, either a lovely one with coffee and your favorite breakfast while netflix on the screen or the one I had today, late and worrying about the future and the present choices that take me further away from a better life.  You see, it is scary to face the day when you have to search from 20,000 job offers that are not even meant for your field and expect someone to like you enough and call back.

How's health? Bad, bad choices were made. The Whole 30 beginning was messed up and well, they say there are no chances so, gotta start from the very first day again.At least the flu is now out of my system! Hooray for that! Guess the Nutella will take a bit longer to do so...

Haircut day too, because why not? Besides the only one to judge me for real might be my boyfriend if I ever get a bad haircut and hopefully this time he likes it as much as I think I do.  And huge thanks to him for showing me this:

Watched a few with him and I became obsessed, plot is amazing, everything is on point!

Until another time

Mexican Cherry 

Life takes us on changes all the time, wether it's changing our hair colour, transitioning from spring to winter clothes and of course, there is the ultimate change we all must face:WORK.

As a kid, work seems like a fantasy, everyone makes money, everyone is happy attending at 7 am and everyone is a CEO. As you grow older and realize life is diversity and not at all static and smiling working people on stock images:



It hits you, you can be anything you want and however you want, but not really, multiple factors alter your own desires and aspirations, but we'll to discuss that in another post to get to the center of the magical issue. This specific sentence was pronnounced by my lips when my mother asked me:

How does it feel to be a working lady now? 

My instant reaction was an awful face and the only words I could spoke were:

As children, we live the dream of others, all expectations fall on to us, seeming the ones that will be different and most likely successful. Family, mostly our parents, elaborate our identities since we are toddlers. From dolls, cars, surgery games, cooking utensils for children, soccer, ballet, learning languages...etc, it is an infinite list of the efforts to show us the different opportunities life offers in another stage.

• Reach a healthier body shape 
• Read all wanted books I already own 
• Have breakfast everyday 
• Clear my skin as it was before indulging without any measure in sweets and junk food
• Mantain a clean and organized bedroom 

- Green wall of nature my house is lucky to have

- Binge of emotion, stress and overwhelming coped with chocolate bunnies

- Next to my desk, there are pictures that change frequently, still love some pink dramatic flowers

- Waiting for the ''bus'', running late to uni

Through my life, lots of people have told me to write more, that they like it or that it would be good to explore new fields of it. I study a really serious carreer so, writing has to be just like that: serious. 
Although I definitely love to write about what I study, and oh! I forgot to actually mention that I am currently studying International Affairs, plus an online Bachelor of Science in Business Administration (BSBA), it gets hard to study both at the same time, but it is so worth it. Ok, got lost a bit! I surely will write another entry focusing solely on university matters.

To continue, writing has always been part of me, since little I wrote multiple stories and published a few through contests and opportunities that came thanks to the school I studied  in, which takes me back to a moment a teacher told me he could see the next Nobel Prize of Literature in me.
I might be a little discouraged, because I'm obviously not pursuing that exact title, but also terribly inspired to make writing an even bigger part of me.

"If we don't discuss these topics with each other and learn about it real close, then how are we gonna know?"

• Ok so after we talked about the theme and writing background, let me tell you: WHY A BLOG? 

This saying would take me to the highest and drop me from there. Every day felt like a roller coaster and I had no other relief but dancing my heart out and crying. I lost weight. They asked...how? What is the secret? The reply was "You get really sad and stop eating :)  "

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Even though friends were there for me, happiness lasted for minutes only, work was a burden, my mind was so full that it pushed my willing to learn really down. I did not fail any class or stopped doing my homework, but it got exhausting... I realized nobody really cares about others too much, since we are all so deep into our own stories, so I do not take it personal if someone does not care bout me anymore, I know there are other things the mind keeps busy with and it is ok. It is normal. My mind was busy too, maybe way too much.

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